rockingfave's

2009-05-08T15:21:00.001+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOO. Lj or blogger! (tsktsk)

2009-04-15T18:24:00.002+08:00

amandape-
Thatpatheticlove
Epitomeofhope
cadenceloves-screwyourass
clarice-angel
ephemerallove-9
amazing-alyclone
heartsonthemoon
mutterednews
stop-andrewind
masqueradelove
simpleyet-different
emptyswing-s
jasminlife
love-or-loved
neonheadlights
strayfromlurv
hedosentcarewhathaterssay
heated-hearts
anothertypicality
effing-loved
d-anbaofan
lovingdorks
beautyandthebeachonlock
starstruck-dreams
re-pluggin
messedd-lifee
caughtinaboat
wilfredforyourinfo
lamptomyfeet
2e4-therockers
simplicity

under the spotlight.

2008-10-25T13:18:00.003+08:00

so yes, i dont really like to leave my blog dead just like that, so here i am, blogging. AGAIN. hahaha, look up there, that's my clique. WAIT. One very IMPORTANT person is missing ): ...
CADENCE LAM XUE ZHEN! O: hahahaha! HSM3 is out,i think i'll catch it in a few days time, it was fully booked @ehub when it came out yesterday,uh. D: BTW,ILOVEMYCLIQUE, we do retarded things together,hehe. (ahh) its so sad that we'll be in different class next year )); And i hope i didnt regret any of the shit options in the streaming form cuz' it was sucha rush (!!) 2e4 rocks :D:D check it out.

i guess this is our last class photo in school uniform. ): But there's still a class chalet (yayyy). It means more pictures and bonding & BBQ, heh. Okay,bye! :D

shut up and let me go.

2008-10-19T17:05:00.006+08:00

HELLO PEEPS! im back,hahaha! :D so anw, jingwen,weiyi and me went to the airport some time last week, and tada! the picture(?!) haha:D btw, there's much more picz but im too lazy to upload,uh :D I like livejournal and blogger ! :D hahaha, so fickle-minded ): well,yeah.

On the day that we went to the airport, we found a baby ^^ ohHOHOHO! :D nola, he wasnt abandoned but we jus found him. then we married someone off too (jokejoke) ): so sad. HEH.

and on thur went out with weiyi & cadence for house bunny (^^) & bbq chicken. :D ILOVECHOCOLATEWAFFLES,please.(: & btw, there's some icecream called COOKIE MONSTER.hahaha!

dont believe? ):

HEHE.

TOLD YOU SO ! :D

playing with J reversi now,omgggg. im winning D:

2008-10-04T11:49:00.002+08:00

watched disaster movie yesterday. kinda stupid. kungfu panda,increduble hulk, night at the museum,enchanted,juno,hannah montana (?),HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.. HAHAHA. it was pretty STUPID. cosss; its not the real thing. gonna watch make it happen soon,online. (: and there are only 2 papers to sit for, then marking day ! :D yesterday had clique lunch and walked from simei to tampines.(: pictures! really old ones :D & i think i'll still update my lj. maybe.

anw, i realised that i nvr say goodbye when i signout of msn, sorry peeps ! (: bye.

couple,or trouble ^^

2008-08-23T22:35:00.006+08:00

"our photos give me relief"

today went out earlyearly to collect specs and leggings with jingwen O:
HAHHAHA. AND discuss for CME project. sorry bout' the breeks cafe ]:
another day makeup to you,we go together !(: HEHE. then after long MRT rides and stuff, went to meet cadence and kipwai. then weiyi,jordy... haha. i'm feeling very sleepy right now. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. night.

HAHAHA :]

dont miss out the 10pm show on monday, LAST EPISODE. omg. memory loss :/ k,bye![deleted/0]

happy birthdays~

2008-08-19T16:54:00.004+08:00

happy birthday prabu & felice!
hahaha. (woohoo~!)

gah. microsoft ]:
it made the whole com. 'crash'.

yesterday was fun!
AND..my skin seems to be healing(yay!) but it looks a lil' awful still ]:

Lale(JO) Lalu (S)Lali(JA) Lalo(C) O:
HORROR PICTURE FLICK!

dont worry,Lale Lalu Lali and Lalo DID NOT die in the end. so much for the happy ending. :)
captions on jordy's blog
hahaha!

blast the music and hope for a better tommorow.

2008-08-17T18:19:00.006+08:00

iknowiknow. i SHOULD NOT be updating.
argh. i need something to 깩 소리를 지르다; 깔깔대다 about :D
yesterday was miserable. i couldn't go out, pretty much.
and my parents were really CONCERNED, it happens after every parent talk thing,right ?
tsktsk. yeahyeahyeah.
today was church at m-hotel. cool though.
visions. they do come true. they are kind of warnings and signs. i told myself it wouldn't happen. like NEVER,arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i feel really imperfect now. and..it came true. ]:

Katherine Mansfield said that we all should make it a rule of life never to regret and never to look back. Regret is an appalling waste of energy; you can't build on it; it's only for wallowing in.
hmm. how true.

SOMEONE MOTIVATE ME! :D

i havent started on bio... much. lunch and shopping at VIVO jus'now,woohoo! :D forever21,mango,topshop. rock ballxsxs. :) im gonna save money for that bag and shorts,yay! :)
happy to the max. haha. :)

AND im seriously trying to make studies my top priority.
AIM FOR either e1-e3 :] i have the temptation of screaming now :D facebook is getting prettier. okay, that was randoms. O: btw, cant go on msn. some javascript thing problem. grr.

STUDY,ASS!

[]fitch*%$#@&*!]
YOU KNOW WHO IS THE REAL LOSER,SUCKER?
YOU.
watch.

what about now?

2008-08-15T18:58:00.006+08:00

Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,What about now?

im so caughtupwith this song,yayayaya.

byeeeeeeee posts and blogs.
see you after my studies improve uber much :D
bythetoneofmydadandmom,i am so gonna stay at home this weekend D:
nomorebloggingandcomputers.O:
why do terrestrials like me have to lead a mundane life :)

BYE.

my heart wont crumble, if we ever say goodbye.

2008-08-14T19:56:00.004+08:00

ICU SUCKS,and so does SOMEONE else.

[THUNDER]-BOYS LIKE GIRLS

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

>:
listen to the thunder~
i can't wait for it to rain :]
on me.

2008-08-12T21:18:00.002+08:00

yesterday is HISTORY.
today is a gift.
tommorow is a mystery.

that's why today is called PRESENT.
HAHAHA. :)

we walk past like we don't know each other.

EXAMS. D:

EXAMS ARE COMING.

study study study la!

dave.

2008-08-10T18:06:00.008+08:00

Yesterday, i felt like DAVE. the dave who died of heat stroke at the hottest place on earth, TGC O: EXCEPT that, i didn't die, and i didn't suffer from heat stroke,and i was at SENTOSA, not TGC. thank god :) i felt like fainting when we reached back at pasir ris MRT station, i felt like vomitting on the MRT, i felt like sleeping at vivo. ohsoeccentric. poor dave.

early in the morning, 8-9 plus, met cadence,jordy,weiyi,jingwen,benneo,hakim,cyrus and benchan at pasir ris station. went there by train and palawan beach, here we come :) then we waited for jiamin and the ball :D and shixuan came too :) then...

luge.heat.milo.heat.beachvolleyball.heat.
red skin.heat.sand.fishing.suntan.sunburn.chocolate.ribenaa.toilet.sticky.

ZOMG.

k,whatever. pictures :)
not in order!

sorry,hakim O:

and happy belated birthday singapore.

HEADACHES SUCKS BIG TIME. RAH!

and house of the dead doesen't seem fun anymore. arghh. $$!

FKUC the heat :D my back and arm hurts. and im in pain when i change my clothes. bleh.

AND. i got nightmares. ee ]:

public affair :]

2008-08-08T19:23:00.007+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA. (woohoo!) clique love <3 school ended extra early, we had a class photo :D andd took quite alot of pictures. but im too lazy to upload all now :D another day :] i'll send your the other pictures soon k! tommorow?the day after tommorow? :D asap la! :} WALIEU EH. where's the classs SPIRIT HUH. ~~tommorow outing cancel alr.~~ ALL start highlighting out your NAMESSS. pfftt! like that we go clique outing plus some others alr. HMPH! grrrr. one by one dont wna go alr. , where's your i love 2e4 spirit. wtf.

sorry siti! :[

<3
this is one of my veryvery long picture posts. HAHAHAHA [: tuoyifu forever ! :D:D:D

SUNPLAZA PARK WAS FULL ): O:so we went to the playground near by :]

SPIDERRRWOMAN :D so cool.DADADA.SITIIIIIIIIIIII, WMY >:

2008-08-07T20:47:00.002+08:00

"just when i need you most, you're not there."

its raining. its pouring.
everything is falling.
..
on a good note, tommorow's gonna be half-day, yay! :D hopefully our WHOLE CLASS wears our jerseys. oh so cool yeah. THE SEA OF REDDD. I WANT TO GO SENTOSA >: but i'll settle for east coast ,if its the majority :] BUT I STILL WANT SENTOSA ]: okay. changed my blogskin,playlist etc. RAH! i feel like ranting here, but nahh. ICU refresher test isn't going so well for me. left some questions blankblank,but i hope i still have hope. (TO GET OUT :D) hahahaha. online,messenger is working, but i dont feel like going online. no flash, cant do art. must try though. hais.
]:

studyhardla!

2008-08-05T17:56:00.004+08:00

schools sucha bitch. today was a really boring day. i have been physically tired from last week. all the running & practice and injury. suckxzs. AND STREAMING IS COMING LIKE REAL SOON. I HAVE TO STUDY. (that's what i constantly tell myself, haha) BUT WHAT AM I DOING ? bloggging. must draw up a timetable, NOW :D haha. anddd stop being late for school (buthow?) hahahaha. my body wont let me. oke,pictures :)
(how cool isit if you could go into another dimension? like narnia, yipee!)

PSL PHOTOSHOOT YTD :D
another HURRAY :)
& today in music we were singing national day songs,woohoo! :D
PICTUREEEEES :)

seal :)

whenyou'regone.

2008-08-04T22:05:00.008+08:00

bye,pictures.

& maybe you.

thanks D,ily! :D

PICTURE CREDITS TO: RISHON,NAZERA & PRABU [:

ifwewereamovie♥

2008-08-03T22:14:00.008+08:00

tag replies :D

jingwen's: hahaha. I LOVEEEEE MUSIC :D
okayokay, but next time like that must ask me also,k ! :D
jasmin's : ty!ilovethisskin,yay! :D look forward to your new blogskin,heh. :D
jingwen's : i listened to those songs since p4 i think, SUPER NICE YEAH.
(bring back ALOT of memories) :D
huixin's : hahaha.imy & ly too :D i'll try k! :D
ALLAN's : YO :D
jasmin's: tyty :) continue tagging,love!

i will post pictures + update SOON :]
hahaha. JUST GOT BACK THE COMPUTERR.
no PHOTOSHOP, no messenger, no microsoft, NO MP3 ROCKET.
damn pissed. grr.
and ebuddy kind of sucks. [:
lousy. and the people i WANT TO TALK TO not online on messenger,where are youuu ? ]:

if we were a movie,
*
Watchin' the sunset
Fade to black :)

imyimyimy ]:

_____________________

[Demi Lovato]
I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say

But I have this dream
Bright inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time to let you know
To let you know...

[Chorus]
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed
To be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star

Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe
In myself, it's the only way

[Chorus]

[Joe Jonas]
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singin'
I need to find you
I gotta find you

You're the missin' piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

[Both]
[Chorus]

This is me... This is me..

[Joe Jonas]
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me

You're the voice I hear
Inside my head
The reason that I'm singin'

[Both]
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

ILOVEDUETS:D

i'm superman :]

hurray!esther&daniel came back :D woohoo! :Dbut where's lil' samuel & joshua ]:GOD IS GOOD :)

suntec-cityforum.

2008-08-01T23:20:00.003+08:00

(group photo)
BUT WITHOUT LIMWEIYI ]:
so it isn't really a group photo,haha.
it has been a really really rough day . ]:

[edit/ed]
hahaha. its stupid.
MANY FACES,ONE SINGAPORE.
*where did i hear that from,knocks head*
WALIEUEH. so wasted & paiseh.
grrr.
okay.so we went to suntec city, din get to see the CCA commendation thing
but the forum was good stuff too :)
i love the chairsss. so com-for-ta-ble :]
hahaha.
EGG TARTS. blablabla, came home tired, and guilty.
MDT! (iforgot)]:
sorry!

HAHAHHA,31's pictures :D
ilovebrenda&rachelle :)
archery seems a wholelotBORINGGERRR this weeks.

tag replies.

2008-07-28T17:46:00.004+08:00

tag replies!
Clarice's : haha. you're better ! :D:D happy belated birthdayyyy :)
amanda : yep! very very LONG alr! 4 years ! gahhh. oic. haha :D
Peony ♥'s : haha! tyty :D LOL! aiyo. then what happen ? i stand very far away from the screen,lol :] OMG. i read that girl's blog. omggg.
ME's : thanks love! :D:D :D
Passer-byy(:'s: replied :)
jasmin's : HELLO :D
jingwen's : SHE'S THE BEST LA :D OMGGG. I LOVE HER & HER SONGS :D
Nazera's : huh ): then your cant show the school our amazingly nice trip ):
its their loss,lol!

finally, i made myself update :D
and changed skin, AGAIN :D:D
i think i had moodswings today. yuck.

runaway.

2008-07-25T17:51:00.005+08:00

im currently stuck with the song withme :D
haha. oh well. i wish humans like me could control their emotions.
seriously, one day i might be some person so quiet that you might not be able to recognize me anymore. (shudders at thought)
i realised that im tired of actually sharing my problems with people, telling them, oh,you know what, i feel really sad becos' blablabla.
THEY FIND IT A NUISANCE OR ATTENTION SEEKING (?<@#%#&!)
the first person i think of is siti :D she's a really good listener :D
ilovesiti<3
thanks girl! :D
the next person i think of is DADDY JESUS.
he loves me, and i love him.
he's there for me 24/7, although i cant see him.
i can feel him. i can feel he's there.
unlike some of my friends, who i see almost everyday.
but they dont comfort as good as before or ever did anymore.
]:

okay. i have to stop starting my posts like these,yeah.
so today we went to e-hub , with jiamin,yeeling,clarice,jingwen,weiyi and prabu :D
to 'celebrate' clarice's birthday :D
2 more days, counting !
and i more day to sheri's ! :)
*countingg*
macdonalds lunch, and bowling :D
super missed ley!
idk why either i have the first few pretty good or the first few pretty bad, and when its good,
its quite good, and bad, GUTTER bad. hahaha :D
PICTURES :D
its so cool when you get to hold a phone, so cherish yours k! :D
CLARICE GOT THE HIGHEST SCORE! woohoo!
and 9 was mostly the bowling balls there. :]
bus-ed home on 12 with yeeling :)
hopefully, i'll go shopping for prezzies and training ! argh.
*tough training D: *
donuts and chocolates are TOTALLY MISSED. ]:
i misshertoo<3>

IPW FINALLY ENDED.
ahh. but elaine,yeeling,weiyi and me might never be in the same 'group' again.
SADENED. ]:
OUR powerpoint presentation is merely average. gahh.
i feel that i've did a bad job.

STUPID MR LOW. go put like that . eee.
hahahaha. MR LOW SO SMART HOR.
ohoh. thanks elaine ! <3
for the thumbdrive guidance! YAY! :D
hope we can go out together someday :D hoho.

i jus wanna scream and lose control
throw my hands up and let it go,
forget about everything and runaway
i jus wanna fall and lose myself,
laughing so hard it hurts like hell~

XXX

that was the story of us all.
pictures of us.

:/

PICTURE CREDITS TO: WEIYI & YEELING! :D
and elaine and me for being inside :D:D

reminiscence.

2008-07-21T22:02:00.003+08:00

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!

NEW SKIN,YET AGAIN.
i realised i like experimenting with skins. hahaha :D
IPW meetup today.
haha, i love all of them, yay! :D
i miss star-bond too. ow ]:

I've leaned that goodbyes always hurt.
pictures never replace having been there.
memories good or bad will bring tears.
and words can never replace those feelings.
]:

if you DONT WANT TO HEAR ANY SOUND,
please scroll to the bottom of this page & click pause or mute your com :D
tyvm!

2008-07-19T18:53:00.005+08:00

rotting at home~*

CANDY IS LOOKING FOR a workout/shopping partner !:D
hahaha, damn boring at home la! ]:
blog-hopping & staring at the screeen.
RAH!
pending workout partner :
siti/jordy :D:D
:D

[edit/ed]
wtf D:
need to upload the vid. to prabu ALL OVER AGAIN.
how many goddamn hours will it take ?
hais.
i suddenly miss 06' :[
sadened.

[edit/ed]

when was this ?
thinks hard*
cant remember :O
looks at jordy's bloggie.
OHOH. JULY 18, FRIDAY. :D:D
haha. lovelies :)
i love playgrounds<3
hoho. well i enjoyed running around with siti,jasmin and jordy! :D
k,byexzs!

zhiting b'daeeee.

2008-07-18T21:33:00.010+08:00

ITS ZHITING'S BIRTHDAY TODAY :D
i din forget k! :]
hahaha. you make really nice cookies aye! :D
and yep. the prezzie was bought ytd(jiamin! :])

dinner at ikea today,after school went to atlantic park,hah.
with jasmin,siti and jordy :)
weiyi and jingwen e-hubed :D
deadbeat there la!
and JORDY !
you la, run under the bridge.
i realised i got a big scratch on my back, booooo. ]:
hahaha, but im okay! :D

^^ below here have some late pictures, on the day i left australia,
and these nice people came to meetup,yay! :D 13 JUNE!
i miss australia alotxsz! X100000000000000000!
hais.

I LOVE NARNIA ALOT KK! more than weiyi. :)
i also love the show,lord of the rings! :D
AWWW.SCREENSHOTS. ilovewilliam<3

HE'S SO CUTE :D

pictures from jingwen :D
<3

thats all! :D
i want to earn $$. hah.
]:

that was random. :)

William rockxzs!

hahaha.

LOOK WEIYI.

he look so cool,HAH!

this is THEEND.
toodles :D

oh wait.

LOOK.

the lion,the witch & the wardobe chronicle :D
heh. diff. hairstyles and all. hahahaha.

OMG LA!
i love THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA.
i wna read all his series all over again :)
this is theend.

JAR.

2008-07-16T21:10:00.005+08:00

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.
-Gilda Radner
^chim lei.

well, hello people :)
i feel much much better since that day.
i've learnt these days that GOD will always be there for you and he's always around,
whether you feel him or not :D
cos' of that i feel on a higher note :D
and today got ICU :/
its wasnt bad, but boring, but i did learn a lil' something.
and today went out with jiamin :D:D:D
hahaha. i love jiamin ! :D hahahaha.
jars,letters,card,cookies :) *mehh*

and i've learnt that when you run from something, it only stays with you longer.
BUT, If you fight something, it makes you stronger.

I LOVE GOD
:D

I REALLY DO :)

OMGOMG. the australia post is gone ]:
its still in the archive though, but not on this page anymore~!
ahhh. miss perth,KANGAROOS,australia. rah. migrate yow.
(fine!s'pore's better)

told you so

2008-07-14T20:02:00.004+08:00

Told You So- Jesse Mccartney

Lookin' at you now I can tell
That you and your new relationship ain't goin' well
There's no reason your name should come up on my cell
Unless you're unhappy but that shouldn't be the case

'Cause you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

Girl you know he can't touch like I do
I don't see you trippin' or flippin' over his moves
Don't take a genius to see he ain't that dude
But you let him back you don't know what you was on

When you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

You fall on hard times it seems
But you ain't gettin' no sympathy
No baby not from me
'Cause I told you you should never leave
See you chose this road so you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

im too tired to blog now.
new skin, once again. :)

spongebob.

2008-07-11T19:36:00.004+08:00

idk what i'm going through.
]:
anyway, i think i beat jordy to posting the pics first :)
this was suppose to be in the previous post, but yep.
and new blogskin, AGAIN.
:)
i feel so tired nowadays.
i tried to keep up.

i swear NYAA is boring till' you can sleep manxsz~
cos' archery is alr. physical , then we jus need to learn flash or smething.
*bangs head on the wall*
walieu. i rather go bowling :D
tsktsk.

and today stayed back to do the spongebob sculpture.
miko so creative, lol :D
and then my uniform kena paint O:
and i got a pile of homework waiting for me to do.
rahh. feel so tired, i wna go sleep~
and i cannot wait for saturday :D

unheard screams.

2008-07-09T20:38:00.003+08:00

i cried out but no one heard me. stupid rain. it kept pouring. i forgot to bring the house key. then make double trip. then in the end also got nothing. (ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh) then mt lei,i miss the chance twice alr. then got ALOT ALOT of test sia. and i dont even understand a single shit bout' the LENS. hell yeah. and sorry im not posting bout today. damn fan now . ]: and i've been extending getting a tutor for a LONG time already. its no use regretting now. the level test is tmr :/

youth day (:

2008-07-08T19:29:00.013+08:00

THIS IS THE POST FOR YOUTH DAY :D
and today. hehh.
hahahaha. i went out with jingwen & weiyi.
wtf la. so wasted can. the bowling thing we Q so long ah, then when we go there we miss our turn by 5. our Q no is 45, then if we have to re-Q is 110 leh.
hope everyone enjoyed their youth days [:
peeeeeeektures! :D
7 JULY ROCKS :D

^ our best picture :D colourless :o

OMG.
i wonder where that girl went. hmm.

oo. we also arcade-ed :D and went to the beach.
surprisingly the water damn clear. :) yay! :D
i love disney ! :)

==**

sometimes BLOGGING DOES SUCKS, like to the max. rahhhh. but then. i still blog. hahh. X:

after school went to kfc with jingwen :)
then in the mrt did some stupid things . :D
hehh. then we went to tampines. window shopppp, lmao.
stupid recycling competition, gao dao zhe yang. ]:
in the end everything also recycle ma, hsc zuan dao.
hais.

(:

2008-07-02T14:10:00.004+08:00

oh yayyyyyyyyy :)
the com's finally working again :D
hahhh. walieu eh. then the repair guy. tsktsk.
still got so many problems, then forget tell him. RAHHHH.
then 50bucks fly away.
but still, life goes on. [:

:)

hahaha. some random shots.
i love siti ! :D
that was in english supplementary class on wed.
haha. got to use the webcam (:

END PRODUCT ! :D

hehheh.i miss blogging and pressing all this little buttons i'm pressing now.

incomplete.

2008-06-21T15:01:00.006+08:00

Homework:
):
~~ENGLISH holiday homework : Sec 2 Express~~
~~Sec 2- BIOLOGY, June Holidays Assignment~~
~~PHYSICS- June Holiday Homework 2008.~~
CHINESE composition & letter writing.
~~LITERATURE, homework for the June Holidays (Q4-6).~~
CHEMISTRY Revision Papers.
~~GEOGRAPHY June Holiday Assignment~~
MATHS, paper 1 and 2.
~~HISTORY-research.~~
ALL THE ONLINE QUIZZES.
omg. need to rush homework and STUDY for the refresher test.
gahhh.
someone be my hero, help me do all the above. ahhhh.

I OFFICIALLY MISS THE LIFE IN AUSTRALIA ALOT! ):

AUSTRALIA!

2008-06-19T16:00:00.017+08:00

I MISS PERTH!
5 days in australiaaaaaaaaaaa ]:
so much fun,so much memories :D
so little time.
oh well, here's the story (:
11PM plus,13 June,friday.
we were at changi airport terminal 3,row 10. (:
then check in and blabla.
I went with clarice,fuxi and kylie around the airport when we were in the departure hall.we walked, and we walked, and we walked.
killing time while waiting for the time to go into the plane.
then finally,we went into the plane.
i sat between fuxi and some australian guy.
goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.and kaisheng(2n2) was infront of the australian guy.
serve him right. he spilled the australian guy's wine and that australian guy was pissed. and kicked him. wahahahha. irritating asshole.
okay. my first time on a plane suprisingly. :D
my ear was PAIN and i thought i was gonna go deaf D:when it was taking off and landing.
i watched step up 2:the streets ON THE PLANE :D
rockkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks! (:
its my second time watching but uh,its still greattt.the cold air awaited us when we stepped out of the airport. it was 14 june,saturday in the morning.i sat with clarice on the bus (:
and for all the bus trips for the 5 days at australia (:
YAY! :D
first stop, king park botanical garden.
it had a BEAUTIFUL view of perth :D simply breathtaking yea (:
then we went to other parks and fremantle,where i bought the souvenirs :DDD
the beach there was awesome,unlike singapore's.
i played shooting games with prabu,lol!
i like singapore's arcade better :D
then the bus toured us around (: we had fish n chips for LUNCH. took some pics with nazera,fronia and clarice (:
THEN WE CHECKED into the hotel after lunch.
508! i slept with jasmine lu! :D
LOL. we unpacked our luggages and stuffand proceeded to have dinner.
its really cold at night. brrrrrrr. australia rocks! :D

15 Jun,sunday.
we went to have continental breakfast. gahhhhh.
we had that like forever. BORING breakfast.
but you could top up 5bucks to exchange for some other nicer breakfast, but it din seem worthwhile. ]: After breakfast, we went to Perth Mint where JAMES introduced us to the gold mine and stuff. we couldn't take pictures at perth mint though ): YAY YAY YAY! then we went to Harbour Town Factory Outlet! ROCKS (: SHOPPING (: there was nike,cotton on,just jeans,espirit,table8... i love table 8's shoes (: we ate lunch at harbour town too, it was chicken kebab. :D then we went back to the hotel. ( THE NEW ESPLANADE HOTEL ) hey, the school lied to us. it wasn't 4 star! tsktsk. when yujing an me went to get the adapter,we found out that it was 2-3 stars? rahhhhh!

WE WENT TO THE WILDLIFE PARK before going to the school.
i LOVE KANGAROOS AND KOALA BEARS :D
i miss the mehhhhh-ing of the sheeps.
and the horse X: and i'm reminded of my rabbit! aww. ):

FIRST DAY with sacred heart college's students :D
i love danielle and ashley (: they rock! oh well. they brought us around the school and introduced us to some of their friends. omg. so many hot guys! and cute. (: i want to go back to perth. dont want go back haising. ahhhhh. ]: after that, they brought us to the beach we was so near to their school. and we also went to the quay beside the beach. where ashley brought us to have gloria jeans.(: yayyy! i had hot chocolate with adelene and some banana an chocolate muffin :) flora and yanling had hot chocolate too (: omg! ashley and dani went to get ice-cream and when we finished our hot chocolates,we went looking for them. after we found them, flora wanted to go to the restroom. OMG. there was a fight outside near the restroom. GAH. i went out of the restroom and yanling and the rest were all 'hiding' at the shop opposite the restroom. and the owner of the shop was muttering, please please dont let them come in. they were hurling vulgarities man. i rushed into the shop too la. (: to seek shelter. ' FUCK OFF SUSSIE' you better get your fucking blabla. we heard the word fuck for more than 10 times and they were punching each other. ow. then they finally left. (: we gathered at our meeting place and went back to the school. we took some pictures at the beach AND SAW DOUBLE RAINBOWS. thank you daddy jesus! (: hahahahaha. we had BBQ dinner of what was hot dogs. but we went to the same convenience stall to buy instant noodles again :) dani and ashley were learning chinese from us (: wo de ming zi shi dani/ashley. 'ni de la zi mei la hao'. shannon learned too (: hahaha. she was so enthu. in learning languages and she picked up so fast. went back to the hotel. omg. grey antanomy(sp) awesome! then jasmine and me got so so irritate by this guy in a cooking show. he was like get thos FUCKING vegetables into the fucking pan you fucking blabla. walieu! he every sentence also got fucking sia. and then both of us were like f you. shut you mouth fcukerr! he's super irritating. he wasn't even angry and he needed to include fcuk in every sentence. what is his problem ?

time flies soooooooo fast ):
its the second day with the scared heart college students.
its also the last day with them ):
they had chior and band perform for US.
and we din perform for them. grrrrr.
i'm still trying to upload the videos to youtube.
the file is damn big. >:{
yanling and i went with dani and we cooked french onion soup, yumyum.
proceeding we had this outdoor activity, 'amazing race'.
then we went to eat at the home econs room again (: choc. cake :D
then we went to the oval(sp) which was their field.
the girls played rugby. (: we played rugby(sp)
omgggggg. lmao! i'll never forget what that guy said to me when we went down the stairs to the oval.
hahahaha. he's so funny.
hey man!
ahhhhh,
I MISS DANI AND ASHLEY,
I MISS THE FRIENDLY WAVES THAT PEOPLE WE DONT KNOW THERE WAVE,
I MISS TALKING ABOUT GUYS,
I MISS HAVING FOOD COOKED BY THE HOME ECONS PEOPLE,
I MISS THE COLD TEMPERATURE,
I MISS SACRED HEART COLLEGE!
I MISS PERTHHHHHH ALOT!
i camwhored with JASMINE and we took a few pics with rishon and yujing (:
last day IN THE HOTEL.
in THE COSY BED.
we can WATCH THE TV.
oh.btw,there was this show called meet the fuckers. its hilarious.
URL : (warning: its sick though) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m9UFvjOGSWo
we went SHOPPING too!
yay. bought a red hoodieeee and wallet, and some stuff for my sister(:
ohoh. and shades. :D
i love jasmine!
hahaahha. she's so sexy! :DDDD
oh. the first picture.. has this CHIO girl (: hahaha. singaporean guys fell for her.
and look at the guys yourself ! lol =p

WED! 18 JUNE. TIME PASSES DAMNNNNNNNN FAST. i hate to leave australia for singapore.omgomg. in the morning. we took some pics to remember the new esplanade hotel and 508 (:
aww. i miss all of them ): lol! we even took a picture in the creepy lift. gosh. we had the same old breakfast. we camwhored in 508. we packed our luggages. then i left my toiletries in the toilet D:
haahha. nvr mind. it was all 3/4 empty anyway. we went to BUNBURY! too see the bottlenose dolphins. we ate ice-cream (: rocks! and there was this heart shape sculpture. beautiful. took pics there too. and we had FISH N CHIPS on the boat while viewing the dolphins. and is it wrong to have initative? RAHH. ohoh. we went to the dwellingup forest heritage centre where we took pictures with the railway track that stopped functioning years ago. dwellingup went through lots of fire,omg. THEN. we went back to the king park botanical garden before we went to the airport. again, 1 minutes of silence. took some pictures too (:

testtest.

2008-06-11T20:00:00.004+08:00

1. Whats the connection between you and the last person that called you?
- my good friend (: (weiyi)
2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
- uhhhh,when i have NO phone, nope.
3. What happened at 10.00am this morning?
- i was sleeping my ass in bed when i was suppose to have the australia briefing.
4. When did you last cry?
- yesterday.
5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
- BREAD.
6. What do you want in your life right now?
- its countless lei.
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put your hood up?
- i can make it through the rain (:
8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
- PILLOW (:
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
- my nf shorts. :D
10. What does the nicest text in your inbox say?
- i'll always be here for you :D
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- idk.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- nope.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
- erer. what happens in vegas!! <: 14. What are you proud of?
- having the greatest family,daddy jesus and my lovely friends (:
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
- thank jieru for the codes,lol!
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
- never too late.
17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
- idk.
18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
- *points to question 15*
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
- after 12pm. shitxzs.
20. Are you currently happy?
- after having dinner with aunty evon & uncle milt, yesssss (:
21. Who gives you best advices?
- hehheh. siti,jordy,weiyi ? many more la(:
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- nope.
23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
- hmm. no one called me.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
- sure.
25. What/ Who was the last thing/ person that made you laugh?
- kaisheng ? (2n2)
26. Do you wear toe socks?
- nah.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- idk.
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- yeah.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
- comparing people and starting to hate them.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- no
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- don't understand.
32. What is the colour of your room?
- white. so plain. ]:
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
- NO. he/she is not worth it la(:
34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
- sure YES.
35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
- my brother D:
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
- hahahha. uncle milt (:
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- didn't kiss anyone (:
38. Do you have a life?
- DUH. stupid question.
39. Have you ever thought someone died when they really didn't?
- surprisingly, yes.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
- perfect ? i heard it at IMM just now :D
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
- my primary school mates (:
42. Last time you smiled?
- at dinner.
43. Have you changed this year?
- that's what THEY said.hopefully, its a good change (:
44. What are you listening to right now?
- (nothing)
45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
- nope.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
- open LAH!
47. Is there a quote you live by?
- not really.
48. Do you want someone you can't have?
- heh heh. no la.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- 'baby' instruments. no good one.
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
- i imagined too much.
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00 pm?
- looking at the beautiful nightsky scenery (:
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
- -
53. What song describes your love life?
- -
54. Do the person knows you like him/ her?
- -
55. Who always makes you laugh?
jordy and siti. (:
56. Do you speak another language other than English?
- huawen. hahahaha.
57. Are you blond?
- nope. but i wanna try (:
58. What's your middle name?
- -
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
- creating webpage & pack my stuff.
60. What do you think you are like?
- i think i'm like, myself (:
61. Who will you choose to die with?
- i'll die alone, i won't pull someone down with me.
62. Where have you been today?
changi,IMM,haising.
63. What game do you play often?
- dumb games.
64. Who are you missing right now?
- manymany people.
65. If you were to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
- i would like both.
66. What are you doing right now?
- answering question 66.
67. Which primary school are you from?
- WSPS :D:D
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
- black, white and red?
69. What emotion do you like to show?
- (:
70. What is life to you?
- life is a meaningful thing (:
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- cry on my X's shoulder.
72. Who did you last chat with in MSN today?
- (dont want to say)
73. Who do you admire most?
- god (:
74. Which month are you born in?
- november :D:D
75. How are you feeling right now?
- nervous.
76. What is the time now?
- 8.29.
77. Where are you now?
- my lovely house (:
78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
- i haven't dyed my hair... yet (:
79. Why are you doing this test?
- its interesting.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
- everything i do when im moody.
81. At which age do you wish to get married?
- when i love that guy so much.
82. Who is more important to you?
- choose between who and who?
83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- not really.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- -
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- yesah! (:
86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- let me have a time machine.
87. What is your goal for this year?
- my goals keep changing and are like countless lei.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- seeing is believing. let me see (:
89. What feeling do you love most?
- joy.
90. Do you really think it's Global Warming now?
- of course. damn hot.
91. What feeling you hate the most?
- just like you.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- yupp :D:D:D
93. Do you believe in God?
- sure. he's watching over all of us (:
94. Who cares for you the most?
- hahaha. GOD.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- family & friends?
96. What'll you bring when you fight?
- a sign of peace.
97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
- nothing. if not i wouldn't met the people i met(:
98. What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?
- sad?
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
HAHAHAHA.

(:
end of quiz :D
just now i had dinner with aunty evon & uncle milt. :]
walieu eh. so close to getting a handphone.
and you needed to give one million excuses for us not to have it.
grrrr.
thanks ALOT.

hypnotized.

2008-06-09T15:55:00.005+08:00

:D
yesterday's wedding was greatttttt (:
hehh. steven & ruth :D
wasae. jiejieruth looked drop dead gorgeous yesterday :DDD
but uncle looked quite sad that his daughter was married off. ]:
i ♥ happy occasions (:
i ♥ weddings!
hahahaha,
i meant attending weddings. [:
but i would love it more if you didn't need to pay to attend it.
(:
HOHO. forever love~
peeeeeeeeeektures! hahahaha (: at the hotel :D

hahahahhaha. there's still a hell load of pictures, but i'm too lazy to upload them. (:

goodbyyyye.

2008-06-05T20:27:00.006+08:00

5 june,thursday. TODAY
met up with elaine & yeeling today :D
for IPW (:
weiyi has smething on ]:
thanks both. for everything (:
ily:)

4 june,wednesday,yesterday
met weiyi & yeeling (:
for IPW (:
saw jingwen and siti too. :D
sorry bout the picture babe.
]:

31 May.saturday.
THE QUEST. oo.
i don't have the right to judge you.
i was such a, *.
sorry.
forget what happened that day (:
you can have all 20 ,hahahahaha.

[edit'ed/]
FANNY. get your ass lost.

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Oh what mess
you've got the best of my heart
It broke and now it's just a joke
Cause you're moving right along
I'm still here and you're gone
Oh what shame
You know I didnt mean for the winds to change
Won't ever be the same
Cause the kisses that you blew
Could never ever move

I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine

Hey you
Ya i'm talking to you
You lost the love in bed
And now it's just dead
Cause it didn't mean a thing
Waiting for a ring
Hey it's a game
And ain't it a shame that it's just a show
I thought that this was love
But I can't be fooled again
I'm cryin' out
But I can't give in

I think you need some time by yourself
Without anybody else
You just need to unwind
In your time machine
You need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
You just need to unwind
In your time machine

All the things that we could change
(things that we could change)
Now we'll never be the same

I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine

By Myself
I don't need anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
In my time machine

'& sometimes the best gift god gave me was friends,'
i wanna go back to the time where everything would start over again.
and i'll probably change the course of history in a pursuit of a happy ending;

GSS :D

2008-06-03T23:27:00.004+08:00

RAH!
i want to shop shop shop !(:
i love the great singapore sales :DDDDD
brought out 30bucks.
and i din find that shop. ]]:
i wanna buy some tops and bottoms from fourskin now (:
not enough $$ ]:
but i bought a top from zaraaa :D
hahahaha. i like the white one better though.
and some accesories from cactus and pine @ the heeren :D

(:
missed.

^ candid! siti & jordy :D

somehow, i miss school (:
hahaha. but i'll be going there later?

dinner at T3 (:
k byebye ! :D
ipwwwwwwwww (:
i'm coming -

The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

quizzes [:

2008-06-02T19:04:00.010+08:00

At the end of the survey,ask 5 people to do it!
Do not read the questions. name 20 people first :D
(no rank ah)

1. fucktard. (BLEH)
2. elaine
3. felice
4. benneo
5. huixin
6. junshen
7. kipwai
8. cadence
9. billy
10.kieman
11.jordy
12.siti
13.yeeling
14.diana
15.jieru
16.jingwen
17.jiamin(gan)
18.jiamin
19. grace
20. weiyi

-how do you meet number 14?
( DIANA ) PSL,yowwwww! :D

-what will you do if you did not meet number 1?
( FUCKTARD ) I wouldn't be so pissed now,uh.

-what if number 9(billy) and 20(weiyi) dated each other?
why not ? :DDDD hehhh. i'll be happy for them.

-describe number 3.
( FELICE ) friendly,chio and cute[:

-do you think number 8 is attractive?
( CADENCE ) she's HOT. more to CUTE :D:D

-describe number 7.
( KIPWAI ) good friend (:

-do you know any family members of number 12?
( SITI ) yesyes (: my brother's last year classmate too :D

-what langugue(s) does number 5 speaks?
( HUIXIN ) English & chinese la!

-who hang out with number 9 always?
( BILLY ) not so sure. 2E4 guys?

-how old is number 16 this year?
( JINGWEN ) same as me! :D:D

-when is the last time you spoke to number 13?
( YEELING ) 1 hour ago :DDDDD HAHAHA! IPW*(grinnnnn)

-who is number 2 favourite singer or band?
( ELAINE ) Alot! Mostly chinese (: SHE ! [:

-have you ever dated number 4?
( BENNEO ) nope.

-what is number 10 last name?
( KIEMAN ) i forgottttttt.

-would you ever be in a relationship with number 11?
( JORDY ) my good friend?

-which school does number 3 studying in?
( FELICE ) JunYuanSec?

-where does number 6 stays?
( JUNSHEN ) HAHAHAHA! 1 block away from me,1 level under me,2 unit numbers apart [:

-what is the favourite thing in number 5?
( HUIXIN ) HARDWORKING (:

-have you ever seen number 2 naked?
( ELAINE ) OMG!of course NO la!

SECOND QUIZ. :D

1) do you wish to do this test?
Sure, im so bored now.

2) who is more important to you? friends or boyfriend?
Depends. who is there for me more? family still more important la!

3) who is the person i trust most?
there's no one i trust most. almost everyone betrayed my trust. ]:

4) do you think you have enough confidence?
last time yes,now its dropping.

5) how many pets you have?
none,now. im considered an irresponsible pet owner )):

6) do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
YES AH :D mama taught me that (:

7) what is your goal this year?
to be fucking fucking happy & everyone around me to be damn happy also :D

8) do you believe in eternity love?
not yet. how long can love NOW actually last?

9) have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
im not worth it.

10) what feeling you love most?
happiness.

11) what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
i'll only know it when i meet him :DD

12) list out 5 best friends of yours?
NO best friends luh. (:

13) are you lame?
hahaha. sometimes.

14) what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
currently, not lying to my parents anymore (:
i want them to live damnnnnnn long :D
and alot more.

15) do you love anime?
some (:

16) describe the person who tagged me in 5 words?
jieru ah ? cute/mushroom ? :D:D LOLLL.

17) what have you done to please yourself ?
Cheer the people around me up (:

18) if time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
IDK. maybe try a new life, not come to hsc. things would have be ALOT different right? i wouldn't have met YOU. (:

19) name one person you are madly in love with.
GOD (: daddy jesus rocks ! :DDDDDD

20) how are you currently feeling?
dissapointed,sad,pissed. ]:

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Weiyi,Jordy,Jingwen,Cadence,Huixin...
JUST DO LA! :D anyone also can (:
-

QUIZ NO. 3 !

1.what disappoints you the most?
the people i once loved turning their backs on me.

2.where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
idk lei. see i go with who :D

3.what's your favourite thing to do?
shopping (:

4.do you think money can buy happiness?
true,everlasting happiness can't be bought.

5.if you were given one dream to come true, what would it be?
i'll dream of recalling my whole LIFE.
i hate forgetting those beautiful memories i spent with -- :D

6.do you believe you can survive without money?
I CAN'T ]:

7.what is your favourite line?
i don't have a favourite line.

8.if you win $1 million, what would you do?
THANK GOD (:,give some as offering :D Go shopping and out with my baobei-s & the close people in 2E4 (:

9.is there anything that you did and regretted now?
Decisions and seperations, that i cannot control.

10.list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
CUTE FRIENDLY & :D

11.what makes you happy?
the people that trust me,dosen't irritate or betray me.

12.what type of person do you hate the most?
the fucking betrayers.

13.where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
having a boyfriend and studying in some school. hahahaha.

14.if you could a superpower, what would it be?
FORCE FIELD/FLYING :DDDDDDD

15.what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
enjoying it with the people around me

16.what do you do when you're alone?
Think of things that would never happen.Hear songs to cheer myself up :DD

17.if you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
i won't change.if i did,i won't be me anymore.

18.what do you think is the most important in a relationship?
love and trust (:

19.what was the most unforgettable experience in school?
alot,currently the overnight one :)

20.What will make you fucking fucking happy ?
NOT TO BE HATED ,GOOD RESULTS,HAVING A HANPHONE and getting FRIENDS WHO CAN i can be happy with (:

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anyone can do it (:

omgomg. im still pissed of yesterday's incident. stupid stupid stupid.
although today the 3 lovely people did bring my spirits up (although i din tell them bout ytd)/
im still feeling rather pissed.uh.
so today i went to meet ELAINE YEELING & WEIYI :D
IPW (: somehow. i'm starting to love IPW again (:
and got some *%@#@@$# people today uh. make all of us angry and laughing.
seriously, people like them are just UH.
walieu. got us hurling vulgarities at them.
like they are actually muted people.
& right after we left they talked.
like CRAZY im sure.
i haven't touched on homework,have tuition OR revise for science since the start of the holidays.
and now i need to complete IPW and go shopping for A :D
omgomgomg. hahahaha. no time for all those lei. ]:
must draw out timetable SOOOOOON.
yesterday, JIE hui lai liao (:
and this morning she left for some malaysia camp.
and yesterday/today JINGWEN has come back safely (:
YAY YAY YAY (:
i can't forget the fact that im still pissed off by ft. though.
and saddened by.
tsktsk.
no pictures on my bloggie.
that picture was the sky sister saw on the plane.
i want to see that type of sunset when i go australia!! :DDDDDDDD
i can't wait(:

pissed.

2008-06-01T16:50:00.006+08:00

FUCK OFF LA.

i don't need you as a friend.
you will never be .
asshole.
worthless fucktard.
sucker.
bastard,

omgomgomg.
piece of shit.
you disgust me.

leadership camp,

2008-05-30T20:53:00.003+08:00

[ALWAYS BE MY BABY;DAVID COOK]

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

[cry;mandy moore]

I'll Always Remember
It Was Late Afternoon
It Lasted Forever
And Ended Too Soon
You Were All By Yourself
Staring Up At A Dark Gray Sky
I Was Changed

In Places No One Would Find
All Your Feelings So Deep Inside Deep Inside
It Was Then That I Realized
That Forever Was In Your Eyes
The Moment I Saw You Cry

The Moment That I Saw You Cry

It Was Late In September
And I've Seen You Before And You Were
You Were Always The Cold One
But I Was Never That Sure
You Were All By Yourself
Staring At A Dark Gray Sky
I Was Changed

In Places No One Would Find
All Your Feelings So Deep Inside Deep Inside
It Was Then That I Realized
That Forever Was In Your Eyes
The Moment I Saw You Cry

I Wanted To Hold You
I Wanted To Make It Go Away
I Wanted To Know You
I Wanted To Make Your Everything All Right

I'll Always Remember
It Was Late Afternoon
In Places No One Would Find

In Places No One Would Find
All Your Feelings So Deep Inside Deep Inside
It Was Then That I Realized
That Forever Was In Your Eyes
The Moment I Saw You Cry

:)
& todays leadership camp continues ! :D:D:D
we all become TRAINERS.
hahahahahaha. GROUP 6 ~!
'turn on the radio,listen to the news , cause we're gonna tell you that GROUP 6 RULES!...'
omgomg. so envy. group 5 won 100 BUCKS ! ( jealous*)
HOHO. but group 6 won the cheer ! so never mind :D
juggling water (: almost all the sec 1groups kena water.
8 votes nia ): our game not fun enough ah/:
LOL! then we play murderer, AGAIN :D
lol (: and HEART ATTACK. (boooo)
kaisheng from 2N2 is like super irritating can?
and we took alot of pictures [:
HOHO! even had one WITH mr gng (:
and my hair totally screwed today.
cause my hair got mood swing one.
]:
KFC! YI REN! we'll miss you 2 (:

nightwalks scares me.

2008-05-29T21:41:00.004+08:00

Desperate - Daphne Khoo

^ STOP my playlist and hear this one :D:D hehhh. click click!! :D

*yawns*
LACK OF SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP ): (booooooooo)
never bring sleeping bag lehxzs!
good thing got diana,jieru & weiyi! :DDDDDD
hahahaha. but then MPR room the floor still super super hard.
got backache. but if can,i wanna stay overnight more!
LOL LOL LOL.
OKAY. yesterday i left for this leadership camp programme thing (:
and now im home :DD home sweet home, LOL.
yesterday was full of leadership programmes and blabla!
then AT NIGHT (shivers)*
GOT nightwalk la!
Jieru,weiyi,diana & me nightwalked alone.
'AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH';
hehhh. heard those crazy screams of ours like,at night? [:
then we joined the others later.\...
oo. the more the merrier (:
BUTBUTBUT ))):
scary sia. at the 4th floor the girls toilet there diana and me tio shock sia!
]]]]]]]:
got footsteps LEI!
and its not the normal type. its WALIEU!
its creepy o:
and it happened after we passed that HALF-OPENED toilet.
(inserts super frightened expression_)
so diana and jieru were the last pair, behind in the nightwalk group.
then weiyi and me was infront of them.
THEN.
i heard footsteps D:
i grabbed weiyi's hand a little tighter.
i turned behind, i saw diana looking behind.
she turned back, with a shocked expression.
i didn't turn FULLY back. but. i could see a half-view,
no one there.
and i saw diana's expression.
THEN. i screamed (AHHH~!)
then the people infront kena scared also.
run run run D:
OMG OMG OMG.
how come we 2 hear nia >:
WALIEU!
i swear i heard it ! ):
AND at night i heard like ~~9876543~~21 bout' stories** about our school.
eeeee):
wth. i couldn't go to sleep !
then i was too frightened.
although i din believe in **.
lalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaa.
then i cried. (boooo) i was super super scared lor ):
5mins plusplus la.
then over liao (:
i hate those stories! like omgzxs!
& stupid chingye! boo me.
at night. tsktsk.

______

I LOVE MURDERER !
I LOVE GROUP 6 [:
i love playing with them murderer ~!!!
HAHAHAHAHA. so FUN (:
stupid kaisheng(not the 2e4 one)! blehhhhhh.
we started playing this morning.
:D:D:D:D
need to go sleep liaoxzs!
zaijian :D

~

2008-05-25T19:17:00.004+08:00

this morning sister left for taiwan ]: 2 days ago jingwen left for china ]: so empty~ hais. earthquakes, floods, famines. i'll be praying the victims of these disasters and of course, jingwen and my sister [: to come back safely & that they enjoy their trip :D life seems dull in holidays. this week, i'm gonna have to focus on homework ]]]]]:
(boooooooooo) AND study for the coming science exam, i don't want to go for ICU ]: i'm currently watching the sichuan earthquake fund raising show. The victims are all struggling, but they did not give up hope... i see all of them crying. omg omg omg ): ): ): 'I'm willing to be that angel you love inside the fairytale Spread up my hands & become the wings to protect you,you must believe,believe that we can be like that in the fairytale's happiness is the ending '

tonight,

2008-05-24T13:06:00.007+08:00

[TONIGHT/FM STATIC]

I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And I used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you,
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus
And how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad
Sometimes not having you here
I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you,
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight
I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

"I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me. I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day, as you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way."

screwed,

2008-05-21T20:12:00.004+08:00

LOOK.
weiyi and me can swing [:
heh.
i love today's sing-a-long session.
with siti,jingwen,jordy & weiyi [:
argh. my hair. SCREWED.
greattttttttttttt.
yesterday went for haircut with jingwen and weiyi.
SURE.the B!TCH who cut my hair wasn't even paying attention.
like wt! ?
PAIN.HAIR.time. grow back. ]:
gahhhhhhhhhhh/
& guess what.
today had class photo. OMGOMGOMG.
argh.

]:

2008-05-20T23:19:00.005+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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i think i'm done [:

finally. i blogged it out.

HATE EM'

why can't they be like other parents ?

tsktsk. ]:

okay. i'm calmed.

i'm gonna blast my music tonight.

& not give a damn about this .

baby's b'dae (:

2008-05-19T22:00:00.005+08:00

screwed up hair. neh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY [: you're 1 year old now ? haha. yay! you can walk noww. :D went to aunt's house to celebrate baby's birthday [: heh heh. then sang for him b'dae song and went with sister to white sands, then go shopping at orchard. burn hole in my pocket sia. i bought a hoodie at flesh imp (: must earn my money back. don't care. ahh. LOL (: that photo is 1234567 days ago liaoxzs. oh well. its the most recent one (: and MSN got rainbow story. have u heard it ? its going crazy all over the place.
some people say DON'T PUT. because its a backdoor method for hackers to hack our acc.same thing happened 2yrs ago ! take it off! pass anyway, you have to be registered as a china republic to actually have them donate the money. *as stated in the message* if you really wanna help you can recreate one and change the country origin to china. BUT some people say PUT because MSN is gonna donate 20cents to sichuan for the earthquake thingy if put rainbow. mehhhhhhh. i put (: and the rainbow made me talk to like the people i haven't talk for 654321 days ! hahaha. miss all of them loads. gahhh. (: ohh. baby's birthday is also vesak day LOL. happy vesak day peeps (:

mangrove.

2008-05-15T19:22:00.004+08:00

IPW TEAM :D:D:D:D:D yay-ness!

so well. we went to the mangrove today we with 2 other mangrove teams. (:

it was hot, sticky buttttttt FUN [:

hahahahaha.

i can't wait for the holidays to come <:

so much stuff to do, and i miss kfc and clique, yowwww.

i wna go there again !

for mangrove research luh. c:

then go into the mud with the proper attire (:

& results suckkkkkks.

booooooooooooooooooooo ]:

must buck up o:

heh,my pathetic cbox.

walk away

2008-05-14T18:52:00.007+08:00

i can't verbalise.

WALK AWAY :D
by paula deanda, yowwwww. (:
hahaha. sister's recommendation :D

**I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
Scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know that you like too
Play PS2 till 6 in the morning
Like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away, walk away

(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
Though a new man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does he kiss me on the forehead
Before we play
Show up on my doorstep
(with a bouquet)
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say hey baby I love you
Like you used to

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

So hard to express this feeling
Cause nobody compares to you
And you know she'll never love you like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away

(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

Walk Away, Walk Away, walk away

(Remember You)

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

omgomgomg. marks.exam marks D: god bless us all.

yesterday went to ehub :D with SITI,CADENCE,JINGWEN,JORDY AND WEIYI :D:D:D watched what happened in vegas & bowled(sp) with jingwen and weiyi (: really nice show:D the most hilarious part was

(WOMAN KICKS MAN's ***)

MAN: (SCREAMING cus' of the pain in his ass) WHY ??!@#@

WOMAN: (solemnly looking at him) YOU KNOW WHY.

HAHAHAHA. you just HAD to watch it. to actually know how funny it is. LMAO!

NEW CBOX :D go tag (: please & thank you.

self note : assholeballzxs [:

www!

EXAMS IS OFFICIALLY MORE THAN OVER :DDD i'm gna watch all those movies i haven't watched :D here's the link : www.movierumor.com

ENJOY! (:

you've lost your purpose.

2008-05-09T20:09:00.009+08:00

'Emotions are naught to be tormented, for they can kill a person in more ways than one.'David Garrison

i'm never gonna be killed. by emotions.
you can never take it away,fuck OFF.i'll write it on the sand near the waves and let it be washed away...forgotten. washed away.it dosen't matter to you anyway. i can't verbalise my thoughts to anyone.

fade away,

2008-05-08T16:27:00.011+08:00

'If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us.'

sometimes. i just feel like breaking down.
exams are a whole lot of stress. ]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]:
bad feelings. are hated.
MATHS IS killer. SCIENCE is murder.
COMPOSITIONS are rapists.
D:
...
blogging kills.
sometimes.

):
Sometimes you can't help but feel
Like the world is on your shoulders
And nobody could possibly understand.
Like the sun is shining
Only to spite you
and Its just another pain to get out of bed
Sometimes you have those days-
Those days when nothing you say is right
And the only thing you want to do
Is lay down by yourself
And just let the sad songs consume you.
Some days you just cant find a way to agree with anyone.
Some days you just feel like the whole world is out to get you and nothing goes right.
Some days the only thing you can do it
Ride it out-
Let the day pass you by in all its horrific and disappointing glory
And wait for the next day to come.
But then, some days,
Even when you feel like no one else
Could possibly understand,
No one else could possibly call you
Anything but crazy,
The best thing you can do is ask do you ever have those days?
Because the best thing you ever said to me was, you are not alone.

mood-less.

2008-05-02T20:37:00.006+08:00

i should be studying (:
but i got no mooooooooooooooooooooood, booo.
will continue tommorow.
i will be semi-hiatus :D
~~await~~ the arrival of the revival of my blog [:
and don't relate the pictue and the words above.
there's no link.
no tagboard.~~no links~~, no profile. no nothing.
for now. it's gone.

When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we make a mark, This time.
Will we always say we tried.
Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now, Everybody scream your heart out.
All the love I've met,
I have no regrets,
If it all ends now, I'm set.
Will we make our mark, This time.
Will we always say we tried?
Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now, Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftop,
Waiting till the bomb drops,
This is all we've got now,
Scream until your heart stops,
Never gonna regret,
Watching every sunset,
Listen to your heartbeat,
All the love that we've felt.
Standing on the rooftop,
Waiting till the bomb drops,
This is all we've got now,
Scream until your heart stops,
Never gonna regret,
Watching every sunset,
Listen to your heartbeat,
All the love that we've felt.
Scream your heart out.
Scream your heart out.
Scream your heart out.
Scream your...
Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops, Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now, Everybody scream your...

cone day!

2008-04-29T21:54:00.005+08:00

HAPPY FREE CONE DAY :DDDDD

aww. chocolate fudge brownie [:
heh-heh. okay. well. ben and jerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry !
rockzxs siol!

well. many unhappy stuff happening here and there.
tsktsk. forget it. its cone day. [:
and all the best for the exams people!
its streaming year. better study hard.
i'll be neglecting you dear blog.
ups and downs.
CADENCE IS THE BEST.
k. i'm done [:

sick ]:

2008-04-22T08:46:00.003+08:00

reporting status. down with flu and cough. >:

actually i already got it yesterday,but this morning was worse. will be visiting the doctor soon. [: now i'm killing time at home, waiting to see the doctor. and many songs are running through my head.. lol. ok,miss me. (: i think i'll be back tmr. have test right. pffffft.

i miss them [:

happy birthday daddy

2008-04-21T22:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY :DDDDDDDD

HAHA, BIRTHDAY CAKE :D
love daddy loads :D
he's the bestest DAD in the world , other than god [:
yay.

parents sacrifice the most for you.

appreciate them,while they are still here [:

don't wait till you lose them that u learn to love them..

'i will nvr let u down'. ahh. must pass exams and make daddy proud :D wahaha.

celebration

2008-04-20T21:30:00.004+08:00

haha.hahaha.well today was super fun :D so was yesterday [:
but yesterday i fell ): i laughed the pain away. better than crying [: hardcore FUN(: YOG,opposite sunplaza park the field there. went there with weiyi,ben neo and chan and terrence. before that we studied at airport,with edwin tay too. but without terrence. u think we got study ? think urself [: and today went to celebrate dad's b'dae :DDDDDDD hahas. daddy rocks ! took lots of pictures today,but i'm too lazy to upload and edit all of them now. so here's one. just one only (:
& miracles do happen (: it happens everyday without u knowing it. and yesterday it happened to me :D u have to experience it to feel it. forget it. go experience a miracle urself. :DDD the scene of falling has been repeating in my mind for the past 2 days D: i'm okay :D but sand taste awful, uh. & some pastor came back safely from (?). yay! god bless him. an today is the passover lamb day, where all christians and jews celebrate, woosh! chim-ness in the meaning of this day. basically,the destroyer cannot harm us, so we celebrate :D ily god [: bless daddy with ur love and wisdom and your abundance :D happy birthday in advance dad (:

where is the love ?

2008-04-15T21:48:00.003+08:00

where is the love-black eyed peas [:'
People living like aint got no mama
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livinIn the USA
the big CIA the Bloodz the Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you're bound to get irate
Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all
People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love? (where is the lovex3) (the love2x)
It just ain't the same all ways have changed
New days are strange is the world insane?
If love and peace so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With ongoing suffering
As the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving really strong?
So I can ask myself really what is going wrong
With this world that we living in
People keep on giving in
Makin wrong decisions
Only visions of them livin and
Not respecting each other
Deny thy brother
The wars' going on but the reasons' undercover
The truth is kept secret
Swept under the rug
If you never know truth
Then you never know love
Where's the love y'all? (I don't know)
Where's the truth y'all? (I don't know)
Where's the love y'all?
People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father father father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love? (where is the lovex3) (the lovex2)
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm getting older y'all people get colder
Most of us only care about money makin
Selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting their young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what the see in the cinema
Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality
Instead of spreading love, we're spreading anomosity
Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down
It's no wonder why sometimes
I'm feeling underI gotta keep my faith alive, until love is found
People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love? (fade)

where is the love?

2008-04-14T18:27:00.004+08:00

I DON'T WANNA BELIEVE THAT WE ALL HAVE 4 YEARS LEFT TO LIVE.
it can't be true.
the egyptian thing and all.
the people who made it must have died ):
yes.. that is probably it..
ahhh! bibles, prophecies(sp),visions,heaven,preaching.
i aim to cherish everyday i have.
and not take the people around me for granted.
yes,i'll do just that.
i'll try to do my best [:
its weird that we only live to cherish our lives when we get near life death experiences.
god gave me 4.
and see people from other country and compare them to us.
what are we ?
we are really fortunate to be living in singapore,living in a time where singapore has no war.
why can't we cherish it ?
why do we take for granted.
take the people around us for granted.
fight for idiotic stupid asshole reasons.
why do we complain ?
complain for some stupid stuff when its worse at other countries.
earthquakes,floods,tornadoes,wars.. we have none of them here.
cherish your life people.
if u're gonna die tommorow. u'll regret right ?
regret saying hurtful words to some people,regret not loving your parents and friends.
regret so many things.
just live your life well people.
sunday services are giving me more spiritual food (:
dear god,help us all...

tag reply :
siti : its okay dear, cheer up, don't be angry already ! no need to be sorry.not your fault [: smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! okay? hahas.

ikea[:

2008-04-12T22:26:00.023+08:00

(after plate cleared)
to all the readers & a reminder to myself [:

Hello.
my legs are pain.):
but i broke a record!
walking back home from ikea. whoo~!
well i walked with weiyi.
great exercise for me to burn fats.
hahas.

my grilled fish. [: (dinner) *yum*
stupid fly. (^#$%*#%*! spoiled the taste ):

random creation of wy :D
cute sia. robot like.
i did the eyebrows thing. ugh. not nicely done ]:

horton fan ! elephant so cute sia :]

^ratatouille, LMAO.dinner at courts ! met early in the morning at arcade.gosh. house of the dead DD: fave.weiyi somehow got hooked to it too. yay. bang bang. shooting games rocks [:benjamin-s played. lunch at ws kopitiam.then go sunplaza park.and met terrence. saw zhiting at ikea :D and blogshops! lol. i'm sure their tops would be fab [: shopping rocks ~!

i'm tired. i'm getting so detailed.

day 1,hai experential week.; love-d.

2008-04-11T21:11:00.003+08:00

wow. i finally posted the pictures.
credits to terrence, for his camera,trust in us holding it(laughs) and letting us steal the limelight.
(repeat) we went to fort canning park, then to clarke quay's bridge there.
keep smiling people. i love u guys :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

shock la :D

sheriiiii (:

-

<3

engzhiting is a rocker[:
hahs. LOVED.

ang geng yi. hahas. i'll rmb you [:

ice-cream siol!
hahs. siti,jordy and me din buy it.
anyway,it rained heavily.
ice-cream, wasn't a good idea aft. all. ):

^besties
thanks terrence. CIP group,yay.

♥siti. lovely girl. great friend. LOVED [:

2e4 08' is LOVED [: <3<3<3

jingwen. funny hyper girl. [: loved.
weiyi. sweet and funny. [: loved.
jordy. HYPER la. nvr fails to amuse me [: loved.
siti. LOVED [:
2e4 08', LOVED FOREVER <3>make the best out of this last year ):

day 2, hai experential week [:

2008-04-08T20:39:00.007+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO.
2e4 ROCKS :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i love 2e4 ~~!!!
okay. yesterday i din post. it was some trail thing,went to fort canning park and mueseum outside.
well, pictures with terrence! :D
i love my class~~~ ahh(:
----
its all about u ~
its all about u baby~~
that was the song we sang today. CIP GROUP <3
lol.
i don't play the guitar.
ahhas. but i wna learn :D
enjoy the pics humans :DDD

ahh! they rock! (: <3<3<3

siti :D:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

lol.

sheri gives her WIDEST smile :DD

(:

after the old folks home,we went to jordy's hse downstairs the desert store.

(sry, broken english :/ )

lol. ate maggie mee!! rocks ! but spicy ):

& talk about scary stuff. ugh ))):

then went to visit rourou. hush puppy cutie :D

lol. i love e4 ~ yay.

saturday pictures.

2008-04-06T22:22:00.014+08:00

saturday's outing @ marina square.
went to eat ice-cream.(and do survey and help andy with project i)
then go esplanade walk walk.
then go andy's place of memories, his old workplace at east coast)
then had nightwalk at east coast park.
scary lor. ):

pieces of 2003.

2008-04-06T20:22:00.003+08:00

i miss 2003 ALOT.
probably because i saw kenneth ong @ downtown east while eating dinner.
i just uncovered my diary.
i realised how ugly my handwriting was last time and how childish i wrote my words in my diary
entries.
kenneth ong. melvin.chuanjie. elizabeth.serene..
and all the people in p3 comes intruded my head.
my mind formed some kind of filmstrip thing of p3 lor. >:
and the scanner is not working. if not i would have shown u how cute my p3 class was.
AHH. memories.
i wonder if i'll ever meet up with them ever again.
or even hear their voices):
sad laaaa.

and i missed out friay's important info.
so i'll add them in here [:
home econs test.
i think i scored the lowest in choo's class,but anyway, i passed what [:
thanks elaine, for being such a good buddy in home econs, d&t etc. [:
and aft. school, was parent teacher dialouge(sp)
such a pain okaaaaay.
11.00 plus then i go home.
i was officially the last pupil to leave the hall people,nothing to be proud about.
second last teacher to leave was ms thang.
she was awfully tired.
and ms khoo i was the last teacher.
i really have to buck up in maths.
jiayou! :DDDDDDD hahas, that was my own retarded self-note [:
and second last pupil was benjamin neo.
haha.
okay. 2003 ROCKS [:

random quotes[:

2008-04-05T22:51:00.004+08:00

HELLO.
seriously, i'm not referring to anyone here peeps.
don't run wild thoughts.
[: enjoy.

^ i think this is the most meaningful one :D

^ what hatred can do.

i know.
i'm so random.
really COOL quotes [:
meaningful ones.
by some cool hairstylist at photobucket. ahaha.

2008-04-05T22:06:00.004+08:00

i'm back people.
i'm feeling dead beat now.
i was too full to try starbucks ! >:
hahas. i went surveying today :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
finish all the surveys already, so i'm feeling really happy(:
at the same time sad,disappointed,guilty & pissed.
oh well.mixed feelings again.
it ended wrongly today.
and weiyi ! if u are reading this, i wna apologise for not telling u about today's meeting up. although, i forgot ur answer and i rmb saying that i'll alert u but did not. really sorry. felt so guilty.
and i haven't fufilled my promise hor.
sorry! i'd always say soon, but it'd never came.
maybe june holidays or end of year..
and random again. twilight(some book la!) is really popular. LOL.
okay. let me talk about that random picture i found...
HAVE U EVER FELT THAT u wanna keep running and never stop but not go anywhere ?
that picture is really cool right ?
i'll upload the photos and update more soooon.
sorry guys):
hope monday will be a whole lot better.

pebbles bonding

2008-03-31T21:52:00.013+08:00

hey ho (:
today went hunting for pebbles!
finally found it at where ah.
some florist shop..
firstly we went to west plaza, with zaihan,zhengyang(sp),andy,sherman & jeremy.
then later on went to the florist, zaihan & jeremy went home.
then after a longgg time of choosing the right pebbles, zhengyang(sp) went home.
then andy,sherman & me went to the airport!
T3! eat dinner, here's some pieces of memories peeps(:
shorter fringe. guai guai de.

ate at popeye! brownie rocks(:

hahas. jump!

bang.bang. andy so innocent hor.

sherman! smiley:D

bonded star(:

ahhas(:
today was FUN!(:
tmr have duty !(:
& the day aft. tmr is J'S B'DAE :DDDDDDDDDD
i'm noting down birthdays (:
everyday is somebodys birthday,stay happy(:

reply to tags :
mutiara: hahas. that song rocks,your school so good lor. play it(:
me: hello dear! hahas. will add you by this week :D rain rain!!((:

2008-03-30T22:14:00.000+08:00

here is the quote of the day people :DDDD
not so chim.(:
short post!
woosh(:
went out to buy clothes with sista :DD
do u share my joy ?(:
i've learnt quite alot in church(:
hahas, and i've got a new fringe.
ok,its not really new,just shorter la.
countdown!
3 days! :DDD
ahhh!!
need to start reading the bible & praying..
don't want to backslide again.
okok.
gna study for chemistry test.
(:

how 6 songs collide

2008-03-29T14:15:00.000+08:00

HOW SIX SONGS COLLIDE!!!!!
ok. the song ' how six songs collide' is like hot la.
listen to it. lol.
the lyrics are being sliced and layered together.
how hot is that baby. :DDDDDDDDDDD
Jason Mraz-I'm Yours
Howie Day-collide
Five for fighting-superman
angela ammons-always getting over you
boyzone-all that i need
doors down-here without you

:DDDDD
http://www.shamusyoung.com/twentysidedtale/?p=992
the music videos all sliced and layered, damn cool lor. (:
[credits to mutiara! for influencing me la:DDD]
hahas.

with me

2008-03-28T16:12:00.000+08:00

WITH ME.SUM41 (:
I don't want this moment to ever end,
Where everything's nothing without you.
I'll wait here forever just to to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.

I want you to know,
with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.
Thoughts read are spoken
forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what i didn't have so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
All the streets, where I walked alone,[With Me lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I'll hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show,
that I won't let go.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find.
I don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing without you.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,I'll hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

god will nvr let you walk alone

i'm effing tired. but i read that afternoon naps aren't healthy today,lol.
so i'm trying to well, keep my eyes open. *heavy eyelids* ):
pebbles thing is quite ok.
andy and mark will settle it with me, waiting for his call.

late night research):

2008-03-27T23:58:00.001+08:00

nooooooooooo. is 1200 soon.
stupid la.
still researching on home econs!! DDD:
lousy la.
and i haven't eat dinner yet.
*stomach makes weird sounds*
well currently making 4 myself instant noodles.
it isn't instant at all.
5 mins of killing my own stomach )):
lol. i realised something about myself.
that i starve myself for 2 reasons.
forgetting and for taking away pain.
humans are like that.
home econs is asking me to come back
goodbye.
what u did made everyone suffer

{edit}
thursdays are becoming rainy days.
i feel extra tired every thursday.
someone make me feel better.
and how am i to account for tmr's meeting. :/
no pebbles ))):

what we do.

2008-03-26T22:44:00.001+08:00

'I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.'

everything we do has an effect on somebody.

not meant to be.

2008-03-26T19:53:00.001+08:00

tell me that this was never meant to be after all that we went through.
you were once my everything.

http://s209.photobucket.com/albums/bb94/melodygsp_1994/?action=view¤t=35b108ac.pbw

friendship is so fragile.
you can be so close and so far.
you can be so good and so bad.
you can be my shining light, you can be the wind that blows out the light.
maybe none of this were meant to be.
i'll miss those times.
the past.
those memories.
i will always remember.
thank you for those happiest moments ever and sorry.
sorry for not being a good friend.

feel those tears

see those filmstrips of memories,come & go

& maybe,

just maybe..

...maybe one day we'll be back again

how can those tears not flow after what we've been through?

goodbye,for now.

sry,you can put the blame on me

2008-03-25T18:24:00.001+08:00

as life goes on i’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
i realize everything i do is affecting the people around me
so i want to take this time out to apologize for things i have done
and things that have not occurred yet
and the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

from the bottom of my heart, i'm really sorry.
and i hope we won't fight.
and thanks for clearing things with me(:

u might think i'm a b!tch or hypocrite right now.
because i'm talking(talk) to yeeling.
i admit i hated her alot last time.
but it was alr. the past.
and grudges jus made my own life miserable.
she's now on ok terms with me.
is that wrong?
oh well,you must have your reasons for making me who i am in your mind.

rh!

2008-03-24T21:48:00.001+08:00

some shit. i wrote smething here, you missed it ? TOO BAD :D
we'll all move on with life and forget the unhappiness.
[past]
sorry if i said the wrong things.

sometimes life sucks.

40 things u might not know.

2008-03-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

40 Things You Might Not Know.

1. What color is your underwear right now?
don't want to say lei.
2. What are you listening to right now?
over you, by chris daughtry.
3. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
home phone. 92.
4. What was the last thing you ate?
dinner :D rice and fish.
5. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
RED(:
6. How is the weather right now?
going to rain ):
7. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
weiyi.
8. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
character.
9. Favorite type of Food?
western?
10. Do you drink?
yes. but if it referes to beer,no.
11. Do you smoke?
nope.
12. Ever get so drunk you dont remember?
never drank.
13.What color are your eyes?
black.
15. Do you wear contacts?
nooo.
16. Single?
sure.
17. Favorite Month?
november (:
18. Ever cried for no reason?
no. there will be some kind of reason in one way or another.
19. Last Movie you watched?
step up2. damn hot (:
20. Favorite day of the week?
friday.
21. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
depends on who the person is.
22. Hugs or Kisses?
hugs.
23. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate!!
24. Do you want your friends to respond?
yeah.
25. Who is most likely to respond?
siti.
26. Who is least likely to respond?
well. whom i drifted from.
27. What books are you reading?
horny D:
28. PIERCINGS?
ear pierced.
29. Fav. Movie?
a cinderella story.
30. Fav. baseball team?
don't watch.
31. Any pets?
i'm not responsible enough. they all died ):
32. AIM?
AIM? in life ? to find and fufill the purpose of why i came to earth.
33. Butter, Plain or salted popcorn?
butter[=
34. Dogs or cats?
none. puppies or kittens.
35. Fav. flower?
red roses ?
36. Have you ever fired a gun?
yes, in games.
37. Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?
i dunno.
38. Right handed or left handed?
right handed.
39. How many pillows do you sleep with?
3 (: haha.
40. Are you missing someone?
yes,alot.

______________________________________________
i'm super bored. here's another one.

Pick 5 random Friends
Friend 1: siti
Friend 2: jingwen
Friend 3: weiyi
Friend 4: elaine
Friend 5: yeeling
About Friend 1:(siti)
1.What is his/her favorite color?:
i forgot X:
2.When did you meet him/her?:
in the dunno what room,first person i knew in that room,other than yeeling &weiyi(:
3.Did you go to high school or middle school with him/her?:
currently in same class :D
4.Is he/she a big flirt?:
definitely NOT.
5.Does he/she dance?:
yes,if she wants.
About Friend 2:(jingwen)
1.Have you ever had a dream about him/her?:
of course :DDD
2.Where do he/she live?:
somewhere in tampines.
3.Have you ever heard him/her sing?:
sure. (:
4.What is your favorite thing about him/her?:
everything that makes her,her.
5.Why is that your favorite?:
because it makes her, her.
About Friend 3:(weiyi)
1.What color is his/her eyes?:
black.
2.Do you love him/her?:
yes! (:
3.When was the last time you saw him/her?:
today afternoon.
4.What is their favorite color?:
purple(: should be.
5.Would you kiss him/her?:
depends(:
About Friend 4:(elaine)
1.Is he/her even your friend?:
i hope so,but i don't think she really likes me. ):
2.When was the last time you saw him/her in person?:
at school,in the afternoon.
3.Are you two best friends?:
in my first clique we were considered close,but not really best friends before.
4.Do you borrow each others clothes?:
nope.
5.Do he/she have any pets?:
i don't think so.
About Friend 5:(yeeling)
1.Would you ever marry him/her?:
D: nooo. i'll marry a guy.
2.Have you ever worked with him/her?:
yes,in IPW.
3.Have him/her ever been to your place?:
only outside.
4.Is he/she dating anyone right now?:
lol, single. :D
5.Are you related to him/her?:
by blood, nah. she's my friend(:

family day.

2008-03-23T21:57:00.002+08:00

lfc's pastor is great.
god bless him.
i remember on friday weiyi and yeeling were asking me why i wasn't celebrating good friday.
i couldn't answer.
what kind of a christian am i,only remembering christmas. D:
oh anyway,missed out of some events of the week.
thursday(20/3): sports heat, boringggggg.
but yeeling won a medal !(:
friday(21/3): good friday!
met yeeling and weiyi and went to ikea(:
hotdogs rock !
anyway,found a study corner. real cool.
must go there again,well. to study.
sooo,back to good friday.
well, i dno how to explain good friday's meaning but short and sweet, god died for all of our sins.
and sorry about the previous anger post.
learnt that anger rest in the lapse(sp.) of fools.
man, i'm so not a fool.
anyway,last week's church service, god spoke to me :D
kind of. well,thank you god,my energy's level is uppppp.
won't let nothing bring it down.(:
another thing dear readers.
so chim but not.
death and life is in the power of the tongue .
the more u declare,the more ur life will speak of what u declare.
get it ?
you call yourself stupid,u are declaring you are stupid.
so don't be a fool and declare you are stupid.
ok.
i don't know why i typed that anyway...
so today's pictures!! :

well, dad brought us to the beach(:

before dinner.

beaching rocks!

note to self : erjie din' come. got class bbq.

i love photography.

hahas. XD

and just got hooked onto editing. [=

subway rocks!! :D

random, so does 98.7 FM!!!!!!!! rocks my socks off oke. (:

listening to so many of the songs from 98.7 fm and they rock.

i get my blog songs inspiration there.

and i suddenly feel like shopping. lol. byeee. need my beauty sleep (: 11.40pm/ ):

walle! cathay is coming to downtown east in aprilllllllllll! yay.

):

2008-03-22T19:21:00.000+08:00

greatttttttttttttt.
scanned my computer and i kena 2 trojan virus,fuck.
and its all because of him >:
i was so dumb lor. take it.
fine,he was also a victim.
grr.can't even open messenger.
and then friendster also kena some problem.
blogger also. fucking shit.
still haven't done a single bit of home econs. ):
crazy liao la.
then now my mp3 also kena the virus i think.
fuck that virus _l_
DDD:
stupid virus, i hate you.

ok. tag replies:
JIAMIN : sorry sorry. i dunno how to choose.
jieru: thank you (: lol,gerald.
ASHLEY:) : np. girls rule ! ily too !(:
DIANA: that's a pretty you alright !(: hahas. np darling.
Wen: not as complicated as yours.
jingwen: hahas. pretty you (: cadence is not inside.
miko : yo,back to you[=
weiyi : no la. don't care what anyone who critisizes you say,seriously you are who you are,too me you are pretty ok? :D
trishaYAP: heyhey(: thanks for the tag(:
michelle!: hey there! hello,back to you(:
tricia : huh? what pic all pics? ty.

ok,i'm not really pissed off anymore.
virus go awayyyyyyyyyyyyy.

dedicated to my connections (:

2008-03-19T19:50:00.000+08:00

HEYHEYHO, feeling super hyper now man.
is your picture inside ?
i really hope i din' miss out anyone,shitxs.
I LOVE MY CONNECTIONS.
describe anyone of them as BEAUTIFUL,SEXY,HOT,CUTE,HANDSOME...
wahahas. love you allllll.
well, realised that sheri never zilian-ed.
D: so her picture had her friend inside too.
sorry its abit crammed i realised.
still love u equally if your pic is small :D
i'm so sorry if i took an unglam pic of u D:
ugh. sorryyyyyyyyyy.
.... :DDDDDDDD
well, in case u din' know, my connections are EVERYONE in this picture, *hugs*..
ALL of you brought me happy memories one way or another,
big or small and i hope u will keep updating your blog (:
lol. it rained again, today.
ahhh. mad over my connections :D
ok,bye.
will do something like that to all my friends next time :D
friendsforever peeps ! :D
no matter how close or far we are,you'll always be my friend.♥
imy ~~dear~~.cause drifting sucks alot.
but time will heal it.

{edit}
oh yay. finish tagging everyone i've linked blogs :D
okkk. that'sall. so much for the crapping.
oh ya. and i i want to inclue that i met jianing and grace aft. walking home woth siti,so carried on walking with them. <3
ahh. can't wait for 1 sep. go back to wsps(:

lyrics(:

2008-03-17T16:52:00.000+08:00

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
Fell to far, was in way to deep
I guess I let you get the best of me
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
and spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
The day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you!

You took a hammer to these walls
dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
When you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you

More than you More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these these years
Putting my heart back together
It's a day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And i never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
and spending all of these years
Putting My heart back together
Oh Ooooooh!
Now I'm putting my heart back together!
oh Ooooooooh!
Cause I got over you!
I got over you!
I got over you!
It's a day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

Shawty had them Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

[Verse 1:]
I ain't never seen nuthin that'll make me go,
this crazy all night spendin my dough
Had a million dollar vibe and a bottle to go
Dem birthday cakes, they stole the show
So sexual, she was flexible
Professional, drinkin X and ooo
Hold up wait a minute, do i see what I think I
Whoa
Did I think I seen shorty get low
Ain't the same when it's up that close
Make it rain, I'm makin it snow
Work the pole, I got the bank roll
Imma say that I prefer them no clothes
I'm into that, I love women exposed
She threw it back at me, I gave her more
Cash ain't a problem, I know where it goes

She had them

[Chorus:]
Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack
[Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

[Verse 2:]
Hey
Shawty what I gotta do to get you home
My jeans full of gwap
And they ready for Shones
Cadillacs Maybachs for the sexy grown
Patrone on the rocks that'll make you moan

One stack (come on)
Two stacks (come on)
Three stacks (come on, now that's three grand)
What you think I'm playin baby girl
I'm the man, I'll bend the rubber bands

That's what I told her, her legs on my shoulder
I knew it was ova, that Henny and Cola
Got me like a Soldier
She ready for Rover, I couldn't control her
So lucky oo me, I was just like a clover
Shorty was hot like a toaster
Sorry but I had to fold her,
Like a pornography poster
She showed her

[Chorus:]
Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

[Verse 3:]
Whoa
Shawty
Yea she was worth the money
Lil mama took my cash,
and I ain't want it back,
The way she bit that rag,
got her them paper stacks,
Tattoo Above her crack,
I had to handle that,

I was on it, sexy woman, let me shownin
They be want it two in the mornin
I'm zonin in them rosay bottles foamin
She wouldn't stop, made it drop
Shorty did that pop and lock,
Had to break her off that gwap
Gah it was fly just like my glock

[Chorus:]
Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

C'mon

Yeah... hey...

That's much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I can't stand ya
Most everything you do
Make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile (no...)

Cuz' you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss... and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoa...)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh...)

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why (why...)
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah...)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

Yeaahhh... Oohh...

As much I love you (as much as I need you oh...)
As much as I need you (oooh... as so much I love you)
As much I love you (oh...)
As much as I need you

And I hate that I love you soooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no...)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so... soo...
___________________________________________________________
the end of lyrics post.
one more thing..
RH
RH rocks(:
and weiyi and jingwen are closer,
siti and me are closer too.
history won't repeat itself.
i won't say anything about the rotating stuff,its jus' so shitzxs.
and i feel bad when i talk to jordy and the others and not to jingwen and weiyi.
and i don't know what to say when i am with jingwen or weiyi.
D: dang. i'm stuck.
its really hard staying in a small group,let alone a bigger group. ):
but i'm sure time will help me forget those negative stuff, and i really really
hope that RH will never be apart.

jus' tell me.

stepup 2:the streets

2008-03-16T18:20:00.000+08:00

step up 2 rocks(:
dance moves are HOT :D
i love that part ^
ytd,watched it at cathay cineleisure with cadence,daniel & jordy. LOL.
went to tampines safra to bowl.
but backed out cus' it was near 11 plus and the waiting list was long.
WATCH STEP UP 2 HERE !!
http://www.movierumor.com/watchonline/106/Step-Up-2-the-Streets
of course,we watched much better quality,but it still rocks anyway.
there are other links there (:
like semi-pro,jumper,the spiderwick chronicles, wah.
ok,gonna rush homework. bye.

IPW research

2008-03-14T23:31:00.001+08:00

mozilla firefox accepted my pics (:
yay.

top view. rocks la.

yeeling(((:

failed attempt,haven't jump.

still failed.

jus' passed. (abit of hair effect)

SHOOT down.

see the ferris wheel, niceeeee.

the library there so big D: 10 levels ?

my camera skills good right(:
i love that picture of yeeling!! FAVE.

rainbowww.
from this section onwards,credit to weiyi & elaine.
directors of the day. LOL.

ok,decided not to post the gangster pose.
very uncivilised ?

elaine,weiyi,yeeling & me went IPW research-ing today (:
rocks. there's alot of books there loh.
from hairstyle,fashion,bra D: .. blabla.
& NO MANGROVE ):
grr. so today's goal wasn't achieve.
and i had loads of fun with yeeling(:
pictures said it all.
ELAINE & WEIYI din want to take pictures, lol! :D

happyyy [=

2008-03-13T20:28:00.000+08:00

HOT FAVE(:

ok.i'm really happy today.
well,for the first part of the day,aye.
i met the people i haven't met for 123456789 million days,uh.
& i finally get to see them (:
so i'm happy happy happyyyy.
~~blogger dosen't want my pictures ):~~
((uploaded using mozilla firefox!))
leadership programme was hahaha.
cus' it was fun and yes,embarassing in some sense.
that i had to write elizaberth's name with my ~
lol. but its ok la. the worse thing was that i was videoed.
grr.
whoever kept the video might be laughing her ass off. LOL.
and i think its ms thang (:
and i was really quiet in the first hour cus' i was missing those people i jus' parted with.
lol. deep memories.

ate lunch with jiamin,junshen,felice,huixin & kieman.
dinner with jiamin(gan) & jordy.
thanks all. feel a whole lot better.
[edited]
ouch.stomach hurts like siao now.
painpainpain. ):
jus' read jingwen's blog.
and i'm glad she typed that out before i run wild thoughts in my mind crazily and go into depression -_-
ok. i'm not a prefect person.
and i don't like friendship problems its so saddening,emo,painful,hatred.
uh. all those feelings i hate.
please tell me if u have anything to add to what u cannot stand about me,tyvm.
don't keep it inside. ):

weird dreams

2008-03-12T21:53:00.001+08:00

rain rain go away.

sunshine's gone.

brother's (:

mMm. donut cheered my day up (:
rocks.

its been raining alot recently.
thank you prabu for photoshop & teaching me of downloading fonts and blabla.
there's alot of stuff in my mind & i can't get it lost.
so anyway, i had 2 dreams D:
one was receiving a phone call from my P6 form teacher & was called down to some gathering.
my house looked diff. in the dream & so was the lift.
and the gathering was like,once i came out of the lift -_-
3 main people i remember seeing was billy,kipwai & jiamin.
ok. all friends. the other people were all blurry.
i only talked to jiamin in my dream.
the more i think of it, OMG.
don't even think of it. ):
gosh,weird dream.
dream no. 2 was primary school friends involved.
but i forgot ):
not all dreams have meaning.
but i may see some scenes of my dreams in the future.
woah.
maybe those are called visions.
hmm. nah. stop thinking too much candy.

closest has become the furthest.
i can't keep my promise any longer.

waterhorse.

2008-03-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

TODAY. went to vivocity, to watch waterhorse,
wif jiamin,benjamin chan & neo and billy.
and of course, jw & wy.(:

ok. someone please lock me up.
i'm gonna let out all the emotions inside.
i can't take it anymore.
but i still have GOD.
GOD please help me..

bugis(:

2008-03-10T11:31:00.000+08:00

*faints*

omg. he's so shuai ~ (:

so sista & me went to bugis,bought 2 new tops an one cardigan.

all black. lol.

at bugis junction have the gong zhu xiao mei autograph thing.

ZOMG. all the crazy fans were pratically pushing -_-

snap.snap. stupid blogger got problem, can't upload all the pics ):
wth. this is random, but never get a celebrity boyfriend.

ur every move with him is captured. no privacy.